naiinis ako sa sarili ko..
galing ako kanina sa school, sabi ko sa sarili ko, "sigurado iiyak ako maya sa bahay.."
wala hangang ngaun, parang walang lang..
hindi ko alam..
kung sadyang hindi ko pa naiinternalize na "hoy, andoy LOA ka na"
or sadyang optimistic ako at meron pang himala mangyayari *na kahit wala na talaga*
or sadyang tanggap ko na matagal na maLOA nga ako this term..
naiinis kasi ako baka maya sa school pa ako umiyak..
*kakahiya ka ya yun, FTK sa sunday oh.. tapos iiyak-iyak ako sa gilid
nakita bigla ako nung bata "Kuya bakit po kayo umiiyak?" *waaaaahhh*
kanina nasa school ako, habang gumagalaw ang oras lalo ako kinakabahan..
~2 out of the 3 transactions ng mama ko nag negative *na before hand postive na*
~yung 1 natirang transaction hindi natuloy hangang ngaun
~kinausap ng mom ko yung tita ko from the states kung pwede makautang *hindi nagreply*
~nagreunion yung mom ko with her old batchmates kanina, yung dalawa sa batchmate niya, ninong at ninang ko.. try nila sana umutang dun *hindi nakarating*
wala,eh..
ganun talaga ang buhay..
if God says "no", edi NO..
basta i know "that all things work together for good"
ill gonna prepare my photo portfolio next week..
and ill look for that job.. my dream job.. wedding photographer.. *actually travel photog dream job ko talaga*
baka siguro yun plano ni God sa akin..
magiipon muna siguro ako ng pangtuition ko using my camera..
hayyy..
babye thesis, babye TLS, babye OJT, babye Lasalle..
I SHALL RETURN.. *that is hindi ko carereen yung photography career, hahahaha*
*sige tawa lang, for tomorrow i shall cry..*
kaka panood ko pa naman ng zombieland nung isang araw
Rule#32- enjoy the small things in your life.. hmmmmmmm
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Look on the bright side, you now more time to shoot. :) Hahaha!
ReplyDeletei share the same sentiments as you are in the past. that once in your life you should have a pit stop and sometimes it costs you very big (one year, for me). but life still continues and the only thing we could change is the way we look at these things which i observe yours that you have been able to think about. take the opportunity to grow and go back as a repackaged Y.O.U.
ReplyDeletethis is your lemon. now make lemonade. :D
ReplyDeleteandrew, you know we're always here for you: COSCA, LSCS and TLS :) you've got other families to fall back on. anytime.
why not get paid model shoots?
ReplyDeletenever finished my 4-year course, so believe me when i say it's not the end of the world. good luck, andrew!
mamimiss ka ng TLS Andrew, syang hindi ka nagEB race! Hope to see you around soon, madami ka pa naman pwede gawin ngayon eh...be productive! God bless
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